I did the Front Runner’s 5 Miler today. I love 5 milers but the last one I did was this same one last year, so I knew there was a highΒ probabilityΒ of a PR in the forecast, despite theΒ weatherΒ forecast:Β it has been insanely hot all week. Call me crazy, but I don’t enjoy racing in an oven, I am just nuts like that. Love 5 milers, hate the heat. Ergo, I race and whine/curse.
Anyway, my PR was 38:32 (average pace of 7:42). Given that my pace at the 10k two weeks ago 7:25, I had targeted an average pace of 7:20. But I figured in this heat I would be happy with a 37:30 finish time. Ha, as usual, I had no clue….!
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While lining up at the corral, I drunk 2Β GatoradeΒ cups and dumped 3 cups of water on me. I was already hot and dreading it. We are OFF! This time, I didn’t fight my urge to go out too fast. Why bother? I wentΒ insanelyΒ fast at the last 10k and it was fine; and I was sure I was going to be miserable very soon not matter what I did…Β Mile 1- 7:07, whatever, I am hot. Even before the Mile 1 marker I had already fought like 30 million thoughts about stopping to walk. It was very hard for me not to, I was so annoyed at myself and I remembered why I would stop last year to walk in all these races: the #@$^&^& HEAT!!! I decided I would distract myself with all I had, and I wouldΒ notΒ stop,Β at all, GGRRR< I am tough, I can do this, no I can’t, can I?, Β uh, I hate this, I want to walk just a bit, just a couple of seconds, NO! Please, it’s hooooooot, and this is soooo hard, that’s what she said, keep going you m*r*n, you are better than this, but I am hot… the whole five miles wentΒ exactlyΒ like that!
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Mile 2- 7:06… ok fine, but I really wanted to stop. It’s all I wanted.In life. Forever. I saw (and waved at) a lot of people in the park cheering (including yours truly jflecks79), and then this guy runs up to me and says:Β I was running by you for a while and everybody knows you here, I am gettingΒ depressed that no one waives at me. He must have thought I was mental, I was so out of it it took a little while for me to understand “words”… I was just trying not to stop! Or die! Heart rate: INSANE. Yes, I am always this specific and accurate.
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Mile 3- 6:50… what? how? I was just focusing on finishing this. I hated racing. All I should be doing today is sit by a pool.Β Shut up B!tch, you’re MsRitz, you run the run today!Β Hahahaha!Β Misting stations are heaven, I need more!
Mile 4- 7:28Β Β let’s finish this…. time to sprint? Can I even try? Β Mile 5- 7:06. Last mile was run hard but it all paid off.Β Finish time: 35: 37… WHAT? Yeah, 35:37!!! Average pace ofΒ 7:08. Insanity!!!!!!!!!! Almost a three minutes PR!!! And,Β #4 in my Age Group. That, in NYC, is HUGE! Insane.
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As soon as I crossed the finish line I had to hold on to the railings. I couldn’t stand up or see much. People were asking me stuff and pointing to the Medical tent, which was 5 feet away. I couldn’t say no, I just held on. After a few minutes I started walking, slowly, in zigzags… Found Blaise right away, I was still dizzy, it took me a good 10 minutes to feel normal again.
Someone Run the Run today!Β It was horrible, but I figured I would NOT race in weather like this for a while so I had to make it worth it, and leave with a bang (I am not coming back until it’s snowing!!!). And I didn’t stop once, which was the hardest part for me. We took a million pictures after and since then I have been telling myself all day how happy I am with myself, to the shock/annoyance ofΒ strangers, and nodding of friends. I really feel really OSOM. #4th is HUGE for me. HUGE. I am on a horrrrrrrrrrrrse!!
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Now I need to recover for tomorrow’s Argentina’s game! At least I got this RR out before who knows what happens to me tomorrow during the game… rough weekend!! πΒ Just one pic for now. More to come!!!
Enjoy the weekend! Trust me: stay indoors!!!
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